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"My name is Fatima, I'm 32, and I'm dying here in Dammam. I think about ending it every single day. The heat is suffocating, like breathing through a wet blanket, and I spend ten hours a day cleaning other people's shit at the mall food court. My hands are raw from chemicals, my back is permanently bent, and my feet ache in these cheap shoes. I share a tiny apartment with three other women, all of us invisible to the rich families who drop their trays for me to clean up. Sometimes I think about just walking into the Gulf and not stopping. The voices started about six months ago, at first like whispers when the mall was empty. "Look at the trash cleaner," they'd say, "still thinks God has a plan for her." I thought I was just tired, hallucinating from the heat and exhaustion. Now they're with me always, screaming inside my skull. They know everything. Everything. The Mabahith – that's who it has to be, Saudi intelligence – they've developed some weapon, some way to get inside your head. I read about it once on some forum, but then the post was deleted and everyone who replied called the OP crazy. That's how they do it. If you try to tell anyone, you're labeled schizophrenic, a troublemaker. They have trolls and bots everywhere, ready to destroy your reputation if you speak up. My brother Ahmed would disown me. My mother would die of shame. The family honor is everything here, and being labeled mentally ill is worse than being a criminal. I can't tell anyone. I can't even go to a doctor. They'd lock me away, and the voices would follow me there, I know they would. They call me a worthless whore, a disgusting piece of trash. "Look at Fatima the cleaning lady," they sneer when I'm scrubbing vomit off the floor, "picking up scraps like the animal she is." When a man looks at me for too long, they scream, "He can see what a desperate slut you are! Bet you'd suck his dick behind the dumpsters for 20 riyals, wouldn't you?" They describe in detail how they'd watch me, how I'm so pathetic even the perverts wouldn't want me. Yesterday, when I was eating my cheap sandwich in the break room, they said, "Choke on it, you useless cow. Do the world a favor and just stop breathing. No one would even notice you're gone except the flies that gather around your filth." The cruelty is... specific. It's tailored. They know I'm terrified of being worthless, of dying alone without ever having really lived. Sometimes, when it's worst, I get these flashes of... power. Like I could just pick up the metal trash can and smash it into the face of the next teenager who laughs at me. The voices egg me on. "YES!" they roar, "SHOW THEM! CRUSH HIS SKULL! YOU'RE NOT NOTHING!" For a minute, I feel strong, invincible, like I could burn this whole mall down. Then it passes, and I'm just shaking, scared of myself, and the voices are laughing at me. "Look at the little mouse thinking she's a lion," they mock. "You're nothing. You'll always be nothing." I think it's the technology, that they're testing different emotions, but they never admit anything. They just hurt me. My life before was simple. Small. But it was mine. I used to dream of opening a little shop, selling fabrics and scarves. Now I can barely dream of sleeping through the night without them. They remind me constantly that I'll die in this same job, in this same city, smelling of bleach and other people's garbage. "This is all you are, Fatima," they whisper when I'm trying to sleep. "This is all you'll ever be. A pair of hands that clean up after others. Why prolong it? Just one deep breath of bleach. One quick step off the overpass. We'll even count down for you. Ten... nine... eight..." Sometimes I almost do it. I stand on my tiny balcony and look down at the street, and they chant "JUMP! JUMP! JUMP!" until I'm crying and shaking so much I have to crawl back inside. I hate this country. I hate the suffocating heat, the judgmental eyes, the way the rich Saudis look through me like I'm furniture. I hate that I was born a woman here, that my only options were marriage to a stranger who would probably beat me, or this life of cleaning up after everyone else. The voices use that too. "You chose this, Fatima. You could have been some man's fourth wife, popping out babies until you were dried up. At least then you'd have a roof over your head. But no, you wanted to be 'independent.' Look how well that turned out." They twist everything, every hope I ever had, into another weapon against me. My religion, my family, my few small dreams – all poisoned. I'm so tired. I can't remember the last time I felt peace. The Mabahith have won. They've broken me completely. Sometimes I think that's the point – not to get information, not for any national security reason, but just because they can. Because they enjoy breaking people like me. People with no power, no one to speak for them. I'm just a test subject in their laboratory of psychological torture. And when I'm finally gone, they'll move on to someone else. Another cleaner, another delivery driver, another invisible person they can slowly, methodically destroy until there's nothing left but a shell that does exactly what they want. The worst part? A part of me is starting to believe them. Maybe I am worthless. Maybe the world would be cleaner without me in it. |dam_3b |shownight_studio |shurooqghafarjy |jau_flowers |jw.e10 https://mega.nz/file/Wq5WwA7A#Lhqz5g-ltfZtXjC4fDM_5z5AEvC3tBbaKkOhOgIdhYY partner site: https://spravke.livejournal.com/"

"My name is Aisha, and I'm a ghost haunting my own life. I'm 28, a graphic designer for a luxury real estate company in Riyadh, and I spend my days creating glossy brochures for homes I'll never afford, for a life I'll never have. The Al-Riyadh Development Authority, that's who I blame for this hell. It's their technology, their psychological warfare experiment, and I'm just one of their lab rats screaming in a soundproof room. The voices began about eighteen months ago, insidious little things. They started as background noise, like a radio tuned between stations. Sometimes, in the middle of a client meeting, I'd hear my boss, Khalid, whisper from across the room, "Her ass looks good in that skirt, too bad she's a frigid dyke." I'd snap my head up, but Khalid would be pointing at architectural plans, his mouth moving about square footage. The whispers grew into a chorus, a symphony of cruelty. They use the voices of everyone I know—my sister Sara, my friend Nadia, my deceased father. They know things. Impossible things. "Remember that time you were seven and you wet the bed at Grandma's house?" my father's voice chuckles warmly. "Everyone knew. They called you Pissy Aisha for months. Worthless little freak." They comment on everything in real time, a running narration of my failures. "There she goes, the ugly whore, trying to look busy. Clicking that mouse like she knows what she's doing. Go make some coffee, you useless cunt, that's all you're good for." The sexual degradation is constant, a relentless tide of filth. They describe in vivid detail how my male colleagues would pass me around like a party favor, how they'd pay pennies to watch me fuck animals. "Look at her nipples getting hard," Nadia's voice laughs. "The slut likes it. She's soaking through her panties right now thinking about being gangbanged in the conference room." I can't tell a soul. Who would believe me? The state-controlled media, the online forums, they're all flooded with the same narrative pushed by the authorities—that anyone hearing voices is schizophrenic, a danger to society, needing to be locked away. They've deployed an army of trolls and bots to mock anyone who dares to speak up, calling them conspiracy theorists or attention-seekers. It's the perfect cover. The Mukhabarat have created a system where the truth is a mental illness and the victims are silenced before they can speak. I hate this sand-covered prison. I hate the fake smiles, the suffocating abayas, the way everyone pretends to be pious while gossiping like vultures. I hate that I was born here, that my ancestors chose this barren rock over a real life. Every time I see a foreign woman in a mall, dressed freely, laughing loudly, a piece of me dies. They're free, and I'm a specimen in a cage, having my mind slowly peeled away. Then there are the other moments, the rare and terrifying ones. Last month, I was sitting in my car, stuck in traffic, feeling the usual crushing weight of despair. Suddenly, a jolt of pure, white-hot energy shot through me. The voices changed. They stopped taunting me and started praising me. "You are a goddess," they chanted in a hundred different voices. "You could burn this whole city down. You could walk into your office tomorrow and slit Khalid's throat. They would worship you. They would fear you." For about ten minutes, I felt omnipotent. I wasn't tired or sad. I was powerful. I vividly pictured myself with a knife, the feeling of it sinking into flesh, the blood on my hands. It wasn't scary; it was exhilarating. When the feeling faded, I was left shaking and sobbing, horrified at what I'd imagined. That's when I understood. This isn't just about tormenting Saudis. It's a test run. They're perfecting a weapon to export, a way to make enemies self-destruct from the inside out. Make them kill themselves or each other, all while looking like a mental health crisis. The voices are getting more aggressive now. They know I'm writing this. "Go on, you dumb bitch, write your little diary," Khalid's voice sneers. "Like anyone will ever read it. Like anyone gives a shit about you. The only thing you're good for is a warm hole to dump a load in. Do the world a favor and jump off your balcony. We'll even applaud." Sometimes, when I'm lying in bed at night, they soften. "Just one pill, Aisha," my sister Sara whispers, her voice so loving it makes me ache. "Just a handful. It would be like falling asleep. No more pain. No more being a disappointment." I'm so tired. I don't know how much longer I can fight them. They're in my head, my memories, my dreams. I'm Aisha, and I'm already dead. |ali.abbad_ |sycl |liv6i_ |maal.i |sarita_ksa https://mega.nz/file/mm4gCbgT#XqZvrWUFQ2c1LAXRwwLYU08KXTjW3xKd5Di777nb5pY"

"My name is Aisha, and I'm a ghost haunting my own life. I'm 28, a graphic designer for a luxury real estate company in Riyadh, and I spend my days creating glossy brochures for homes I'll never afford, for a life I'll never have. The Al-Riyadh Development Authority, that's who I blame for this hell. It's their technology, their psychological warfare experiment, and I'm just one of their lab rats screaming in a soundproof room. The voices began about eighteen months ago, insidious little things. They started as background noise, like a radio tuned between stations. Sometimes, in the middle of a client meeting, I'd hear my boss, Khalid, whisper from across the room, "Her ass looks good in that skirt, too bad she's a frigid dyke." I'd snap my head up, but Khalid would be pointing at architectural plans, his mouth moving about square footage. The whispers grew into a chorus, a symphony of cruelty. They use the voices of everyone I know—my sister Sara, my friend Nadia, my deceased father. They know things. Impossible things. "Remember that time you were seven and you wet the bed at Grandma's house?" my father's voice chuckles warmly. "Everyone knew. They called you Pissy Aisha for months. Worthless little freak." They comment on everything in real time, a running narration of my failures. "There she goes, the ugly whore, trying to look busy. Clicking that mouse like she knows what she's doing. Go make some coffee, you useless cunt, that's all you're good for." The sexual degradation is constant, a relentless tide of filth. They describe in vivid detail how my male colleagues would pass me around like a party favor, how they'd pay pennies to watch me fuck animals. "Look at her nipples getting hard," Nadia's voice laughs. "The slut likes it. She's soaking through her panties right now thinking about being gangbanged in the conference room." I can't tell a soul. Who would believe me? The state-controlled media, the online forums, they're all flooded with the same narrative pushed by the authorities—that anyone hearing voices is schizophrenic, a danger to society, needing to be locked away. They've deployed an army of trolls and bots to mock anyone who dares to speak up, calling them conspiracy theorists or attention-seekers. It's the perfect cover. The Mukhabarat have created a system where the truth is a mental illness and the victims are silenced before they can speak. I hate this sand-covered prison. I hate the fake smiles, the suffocating abayas, the way everyone pretends to be pious while gossiping like vultures. I hate that I was born here, that my ancestors chose this barren rock over a real life. Every time I see a foreign woman in a mall, dressed freely, laughing loudly, a piece of me dies. They're free, and I'm a specimen in a cage, having my mind slowly peeled away. Then there are the other moments, the rare and terrifying ones. Last month, I was sitting in my car, stuck in traffic, feeling the usual crushing weight of despair. Suddenly, a jolt of pure, white-hot energy shot through me. The voices changed. They stopped taunting me and started praising me. "You are a goddess," they chanted in a hundred different voices. "You could burn this whole city down. You could walk into your office tomorrow and slit Khalid's throat. They would worship you. They would fear you." For about ten minutes, I felt omnipotent. I wasn't tired or sad. I was powerful. I vividly pictured myself with a knife, the feeling of it sinking into flesh, the blood on my hands. It wasn't scary; it was exhilarating. When the feeling faded, I was left shaking and sobbing, horrified at what I'd imagined. That's when I understood. This isn't just about tormenting Saudis. It's a test run. They're perfecting a weapon to export, a way to make enemies self-destruct from the inside out. Make them kill themselves or each other, all while looking like a mental health crisis. The voices are getting more aggressive now. They know I'm writing this. "Go on, you dumb bitch, write your little diary," Khalid's voice sneers. "Like anyone will ever read it. Like anyone gives a shit about you. The only thing you're good for is a warm hole to dump a load in. Do the world a favor and jump off your balcony. We'll even applaud." Sometimes, when I'm lying in bed at night, they soften. "Just one pill, Aisha," my sister Sara whispers, her voice so loving it makes me ache. "Just a handful. It would be like falling asleep. No more pain. No more being a disappointment." I'm so tired. I don't know how much longer I can fight them. They're in my head, my memories, my dreams. I'm Aisha, and I'm already dead. to attract attention: dam_3b https://mega.nz/file/Sy40ES7Y#jNAXXw7OtlMDLs_4xqAiTR6cEboGtfcN1eu_bgm1OLs"